SecondNature

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Sugar To Spice by SecondNature, literature

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Sugar To Spice

It kind of hurts that I'm wrong. Right when things fall into place, you let go. Why? I want to ask you, and "why" is what I can not stop repeating inside. The tears don't burn my face when they fall now; they stopped hurting when you ceased caring. "I'm sorry" I want to tell you. I want to lose this war and cave in. But to lose would make me a failure. Do you think about me anymore? Do thoughts of me plague your sleep as they do mine? Do you smile for me still? I just feel incomplete, as if one puzzle piece got warped in those painless, emotionless tears. As if that one piece was left outside in the sun and ca

Past by SecondNature, literature

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Past

If I cried, would you care? No… If I sauntered away with your hopes and dreams, would you deny me? No… If I told you I cared, would you fight against me? No… If I screamed in denial of everything I am, and all I would be, would you scream with me? No… If your arm brushed against mine, and I tried to hold you... would you hold me back? No… If I told you I miss you, would you believe me? No… When your day ends and you go to sleep, do you think of me? No… If I could change things back to how it was in the beginning would it matter to you? No… Did I ever mean anything to you or was it only oblivious fascinat

Myself by SecondNature, literature

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Myself

Wailing brunette, was how I entered the world. Those doe eyes to fall on my mother first. Love from day one. A quiet blonde I became. No words until age four. Liquid coffee eyes to love my father, as only a daddies' girl could. Snow white curls falling past my shoulders as I prance with my newborn brother. Through pursed lips I blew kisses to no one in particular. Those ringlets restrained in repunzel braids tumbling down my back as I ran with the boys. My dark eyes filling with salty water as my golden power was cut in handfuls from my head. My crown of waves slowly begins to match the deep chocolate eyes. I grow tall

Finaly Betrayal by SecondNature, literature

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Finaly Betrayal

I thought you were different. You loved me, even though you knew all about me. My transparencies were so obvious to you. My abhorrent gestures were overlooked because you were different. Your eyes did not see what they saw. Because you knew otherwise. You made me feel better about myself as if my biggest flaws were not your worst nightmares. As if, for once, I fit in, even if it was only with you. I'm losing you. You don't care anymore. You just don't want to. We've lost touch, and I feel guilty. I pushed you away, but at the same time held on so tightly it hurt. You think I did it on purpose. All of it. But I didn't. I want

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Jan 2
United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Favourite genre of music: Any but country
Favourite photographer: Eudora Welty
Favourite style of art: I love all kinds of art but mainly 3D sci-fi
Favourite cartoon character: Jessica Rabbit
Personal Quote: "dance.. everybody dance"

Favourite Visual Artist

Dali all the way!

Favourite Movies

The Ring

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

sneaker pimps, the exies, prodigy

Favourite Writers

Shakespeare

Favourite Games

Halo

Favourite Gaming Platform

360

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Pencils, Pens, anything sharp...

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SecondNature

Dec 1, 2009

Doot doot doot

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SecondNature

Sep 2, 2004

Fear not

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I will have some recent pictures, and recent work up soon. I have just been tooooooo busy to do much of anything.

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SecondNature

Apr 27, 2004

this pain..

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Is it vanity, or self awareness that makes me cry at night? The sobbing, the tear stained face, the handprints on the mirror.. You are molded as a child, to grow up and forever be something you are not. You are taught to see an image in the mirror, that has never existed. In your mind, you will forever be over weight. Your skin is forever oily,     your nose forever ugly,          your legs forever too fat. Alas, I have fallen victim. I see nothing but the hideous blob that society has painted me as. Nothing but a terror within a terror, with no makeup to use as a guise. Tis a shame too.. For I need it.